| where the highway ends.. |
[13 Sep 2004|12:36am] |
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ashlee simpson.. eat a dick if you don't like it |
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me and lauren aren't going out anymore.. so ok.
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| we're always pulling into spaces that we can't back out of. |
[12 Sep 2004|07:31pm] |
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it dies today- freak gasoline fight accident |
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today is a devestating today. why? because its the 1st sunday of the school year and i dread sundays.. atleast this week i have off thursday and friday so that means a four day weekend. this weekend i did a lot of stuff actually, it kind of made me wish it was summer again so i could go back and do more things. friday i hung out with jess and adam after school, and then i met kait, and she's a pretty awesome person. she has my hat and i have her bracelet, hehe. then dan was there too.. and then dan and i walked back to his house. we played acoustic on his porch as usual, fun stuff. i then went home and john came out to massapequa and picked me up. we went to the mall, then picked up jackie and brittany, then went back to the mall. after that we went to town and kevin was getting into a fight with steve. steve left or whatever because he was mad that kevin was drunk and hit him, then kevin got in a fight with matt and i was all ready to back him up but matt left or whatever. so then john drove me home around 11. yesterday mike got his jeep, which is barney purple colored. he picked me up and we went to his house.. then went to starbucks and chilled for a while. we were supposed to hang out with jess kait and adam but that never happend. we went back to his house and talked and watched chasing amy. i left at like 11:15. then today lauren came over which was fun for the most part. we got into a fight because she got mad i called some girl hot on her livejournal or something from a while ago.. so she decided to call this kid joe who i dont like. she talked to him for a good 15 minutes and i was pretty upset and pissed off, so i was just laying on the floor. i don't know what i hate so much about this kid joe. he moved or whatever but now hes moving back because him and lauren are like best friends. i just don't like when a guy tries to make the girl with a boyfriend sound like her boyfriend is so bad and i feel like he does that. she told me he said something like "i dont like somethings your boyfriend says" but whatever, i doubt he's perfect himself. whatever me and lauren didn't talk for a bit and then we kinda just dropped it and did whatever. she just left which sucks because she has swimming and i can see her like a few times a month.. like 4 or whatever. maybe this week will be good cuz i have a 4 day weekend, who wants to chill?
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[11 Sep 2004|12:02am] |
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underoath- the impact of reason |
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i have such bad luck sometimes.
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| for those i love, i will sacrifice. |
[08 Sep 2004|08:28pm] |
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don't look down- visiting hours are over |
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today was the first day of school, and i hate it so much. all my female teachers are bitchy and all the guys are dicks. the only teacher i believe will be nice is my photography teacher. she's new to the school and seems pretty cool. um today for lunch, me and randy went to the bagel place. got food with james and other people, then went into stop n shop and basically got hurried out of there by angry employees. I know this is such a typical teenage kid rant but i hate school so much already. i went to bed when i came home and just woke up now. i was thinking of a lot of things before and i kind of got into a reality check with myself. summer's no longer here, and theres no such thing as waking up everyday feeling good and well rested. the biggest problem of the summer was sadly the small question of 'what am i doing today'. now when i wake up every morning im just going to look at school as 1 more day to get through until the weekend. sadly, i'll probably be so exhausted from school 5 days a week i won't even have much weekend plans. i realized now that i can't see lauren as much as im used to. i used to see her at most every 2 or 3 days and we felt like that was a long time. now i have to sit through a whole week every week without seeing her. so thats like seeing your girlfriend 4 times a month, yeah that's not fun. pretty sad, but i miss her already and i just wish school would go away. whatever i'm sounding pretty pathetic right now so im going to do homework, yes i got homework on the first day of school from my lovely teachers.
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| you would run slower dead |
[06 Sep 2004|12:54am] |
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keep doing the thing below people, cause it gives me something to do.. i have no life :(
im bored so i'll throw in a quick update. today i slept pretty much all day because when i was about to go to sleep at 630am lauren gave me a call so i talked to her til 830 and went to sleep for the night around 9am. I woke up at 4 because lauren called and told me she can come over. so around 6 lauren came over and we watched the movie JACK which is a good movie. then my mom went out and we did some... stuff and almost got caught = not good. then we layed down and listened to music for a long time, and then watched tv in my room until her dad came and she had to leave :( .. hehe im such a loser, but i love her oh so much <33 after she left at like 915, i ate dinner and played guitar for a bit. and thats all i did. tomorrow's like the last night to go out for the whole summer and i really hate that, but what can you do.. atleast i can have subway for lunch in 2 days, haha... oh yeah, how does everyone like my new layout?
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